Thursday, May 5, 2011
The Play of Light
Something traumatic has happened in the life of my best friend. I feel stuck in time and space, like I am living two lives. Who is in this body?
Someone has taken over and is dealing with the interfacing of this body and the tasks that need to be done.
Some of me is standing still, watching things whiz zoom and buzz by.
I completely embodied the still being today for a short time. For the first time in a few weeks I noticed the way that the light streams through the studio window and dances with the dust. It was almost like that moment lasted for an eternity. It was like the silence was an entire musical piece. There were so many layers upon layers of delicate sound that made a symphony of silence. I could feel the warmth of the sun. Bird sounding through the open window. Curtain blowing in the wind caught in the periphery.
Oh yeah. Enter here, I thought. This moment is all right.
Oh yeah. There doesn't have to be any meaningless meaning.
Oh yeah. I thought. Just love.